Monday
We learned how to put on the full bunker gear along with the Breathing Apparatus(BA) set under 1min 15secs . My best was 1min 02secs . hahahha . kalang kabut siol . lol . Then we had classroom after that til 5pm . We were informed that 20 men from Rota 2 went to M.O . My bunk buddy went to NUH cos of heatstroke . Another went to ICU cos he was hallucinating .. like some crazy guy . We were all shocked but to the instructors, its pretty normal . terok kan training?

Tuesday
With the BA donned, we headed to proceed to the BA Maze II . Its easy actually but because my Sec Comd very sotong, i had to fall out cos fatigue overwhelmed me . Maze already very jialat . Somemore they shut off the doors and smoked the room . So we're walking in total darkness, open close eye still same .

After lunch was BA Maze I . AKA Macdonald Playground . 1st rd they open all the doors and aired the room . It was really fun lah . crawl through the holes ... wadh makes it leceh is the bulky BA set; cannot fit thru the lobang . Its like the cite Alien I where Ripley was leading the guys in the vents . Something like that lah . Alot of obstacles, go thru sideways lah, baring and push thru, slide open the gate, climb ladder, climb/drop manholes and a mini tunnel . The tunnel damn cheebye cos for a tall person like me was really hard . i dive myself in but my right hand stuck -.- in the end my friend had to pull me from the other side - means i was sliding thru the tunnel hahahahaha !

I didn't do the 2nd rd with darkness&smoke cos i was ambulanced once again to the M.O . Fucked up uhh .

Wednesday
When i woke up, i really didn't have the mood to go today's training . like so mendak lah . somemore i feel depressed like wanna drop out of the course in which i already wrote the statement . Another friend wanna drop out too cos he was claustrophobic .

Maj. Raihan returned me back my statement - he didn't say anything . and the friend of mine was given 60days light duties and a referral letter to IMH Psychology . I believed he wasn't gile, cume claustrophobic jer .

Thursday
I'm also not sure whether i'm out yet or not . Today, i saw my rotamates having so much fun breaking stuffs . They were laughing, they were having fun . I couldn't join cos i was on light duty . Thankfully today was the last day .

The Section list was out . I saw my name there !! I was relieved though, but at the corner i saw my IMH friend sitting depressed . So i peeked at the list . His wasn't there . Well, it was a sad scene . someone like him wanted so much to join the team whereas i just wanna drop out . It made me realized that . and so, i began to pick up the broken pieces .

Friday
My light duty was over and i was overjoyed to join back the training . bersungguh-sungguh lah like mummy always say . Moreover, i've gained back my confidence and ready for training . i'm here to stay and i'm glad that things are back to normal . the friends i've made, it's great .

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fall and get up again .

with these hands i'll protect |11:10 AM|