Just the other day, i've been thinking hard . how i wish dat i could be the one by uur side always . but it's hard to tell uu this . i've waited & waited . Waiting for the right moment to step in once again into ur life . but i don't know when is that . everytime uu spoke of ur bf, it makes me sick . i'm sick of hearing how bad bf is treating uu . i don't like seeing u hurt . uur sadness i do feel, but ur happiness is all i see .

i still do feel afraid . am scared that all my efforts put into this trainings go down . yes i do train to grow bigger but, i don't even know if wadh i'm doing right now is wrong; training hard so maybe .. even if it's just alittle; to win uur heart . i just wanna change .

recently i went to a friend's blog; don't mention names . he wrote some nice things . just when i'm quite depressed . thanks . it's a good feeling knowing that im acknowledged as urr friend .

just when i thought 5 jun was going to be my last day wearing green , think again !

with these hands i'll protect |12:50 AM|